I’M FUCKING IN LOVE. LIKE FOR REAL, IN LOVE IN LOVE IN LOVE. what i’m gonna do? tell u everything tomorrow.

xx

Hi guys…hope you missed me. I’ve been missing because I was sick and not in the mood for writing but I decided I should follow my passion and write again, even if you read this or not.

I’m kind of having a depression right now cause I spent some time thinking about my ex bffs who betrayed me (yeah high school drama) and at the fact that I don’t have a boyfriend and I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me. I’m into a boy and then 3 days later I don’t like him anymore, but I guess it’s normal at my age. Right now I’m in love with a person I don’t even know…lame, right? I can’t tell you anything about him now but I will tell you tomorrow if the things work out right. And guess what? If thing are working right Sunday I’m moving in with him. Haha.

I can’t fucking wait till tomorrow!!!!!!! Gosh…I love being in love but I hate waiting for my lover. I know you will think I’m crazy cuz u don’t know what I’m talking about…but who cares? That will make u curious I guess and you will wait for tomorrow too, so you can find out what’s going on.

I want someone to hold me right now and tell me how much he loves me and that he’ll be by my side when I’ll face those bitches at school. :) And that he will pick me up after school, take me at our home and cuddle all day long…In this moment I don’t even care how he looks, but I’m sure this feeling I have isn’t a bad one and it will turn out right this time.

Well…I’m going to sleep right now or at least to bed and keep dreaming.

Night everyone!

X, Belle.

PS: FUCK YOU anonymous hater, I don’t give a shit if you trust me or not I’m not writing for you so u can go and read another blog.

Hello dear followers! How are you? Today me and Penny did our little trip to the lake, i’m telling you that place is fantastic and peaceful and all the good things on this world.

Guess what happend?? ohh yeah we did it mwhahaha…i mean she did me or smth like that. We were high enough and she started kissing me (i knew she was into girls) and then she fingered me, it was absolutely amazing she made me cum and it was great..i’m afraid i have to admit that it was better than any sex i had. I’m totally looking forward to doing it again.

So tomorrow i will hang out with my old friend Rachel and i’m gonna drink again. i’m a drunk i know. =]

Listening to this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wZR1rS3KgU and it makes me so happy. Mystery jets are always making me happy yay.

See u tomorrow dudes, x.

Good evening everyone! What’s up with u? I’m a little bit tired and dying for a cigarette but tomorrow guess whos getting someee? memememe!!

So Penny came back and we will hang tomorrow, I found my neighbour’s facebook and guess what? He has a girlfriend, an awful one haha =]. So i don’t think he will mind some hot piece of ass, I noticed him watching me anyway so its not like i’m gonna rape him or anything.

I have 2 followers right now and I really hope that they actually read what i say here xD I have no fucking idea how can i post that “ask me anything” thing on my page, some help anyone?! You can always contact me at: contact.bbelle@gmail.com

I’m planning on a little trip this week, I’m going with Penny to the lake and we are going to drink some vodka and get high, peaceful huh?

I think that’s it for today mates, this week i’ll post some hot diary entries, I guess, because my life is full of interesting things during the week but i can’t say the same thing about the weekends. (i hate them)

x, Belle.

Later edit: I found the “ask me anything” box so now you can ask me anything. Cheers

I think I had the worst night ever. I couldn’t sleep at all till 5 am, i was so fucking pissed grrrr.

I’m not in the mood for anything, I talked with some bitch, ex friend of mine and now i dont even know what i should do…I want to get bangs but i’m not so sure about it. I have homework to do because i’m a good girl, have u forgotten?

Now back to boredom. See you tonight!

x

Dear diary…

Hello everyone! This is my public diary and because of that of course I will not tell my name, so you will know me as “Belle”. Since I was little everyone thinks that i’m a good girl, that i don’t do anything wrong like smoking, drinking, getting high, fuck and things like this. I live in a normal neighbourhood, with all kinds of people, bitches, pimps, drug dealers, normal people, rich people anything you’re looking for you can find here. My life isn’t that interesting tough. I don’t have many friends left cuz you know how people are..mean and two-faced. Whatever, I have 3 friends left, Penny, my neighbour and bestfriend since we were little, Shean, my pothead retarded bestfriend and Chris, my ex-crush, other boy-bestfriend and the one who always makes me laugh.

Since Chris and Shean are out of town, Penny is at the seaside with her folks I’m alone in this bloody big and lonely house. Today I smoked alone, got messed up with some cognac I found in the fridge, jerked of at some incestuos porn and watched tv shows. I need asap to smoke some pot and drink some beer, but till Penny comes back I have to stay abstemious haha i don’t even know if this is a word.

The one of the few things that I do for fun is to dress up like a..or maybe I should say undress :)) I wear sexy clothes to provoke my male neighbours. I have few sexy neighbours but even them are idiot kind of guys, doesn’t matter, like my mother says “the cock doesn’t talks” so i don’t care about their brain, is not like i will marry them. Just for the record my type of guy is a long haired one, that listens to good music, knows many things, you have something to talk with something like Johnny Depp haha. But till I find myself that kind of guy I have to have fun with those idiots.

I have 2 neighbours, they live right next to me, they are 2 brothers and since i was like 3 or 4 years old i had a crush on the younger one, now he’s like 22 and he’s so fucking hot, he works out everyday and stuff and ohhh my ggosh, i’d fuck him right now.

About 1 hour ago my inspiration, Karley Sciortino answered my email i sent her a few days ago, i started to think that she will not answer but now boom! i’m so excited. Well, this would be it for today, tomorrow is another day of stalking the hot neighbour and hang around doing nothing. Bye now guys!